My new boy used to be a model
He looks way better than you
He looks way better than you
My new boy gets it how to get me
His love is deeper, you know
He's a real keeper, you know, oh

My new boy knows the way I want it
He's got more swagger than you
He's got more swagger than you do
My new boy really likes to flaunt this
He's not hiding me you know
He's showing me off you know

Bang, bang, bang I'm breaking in
Stealing all my love back, giving it to him
Bang, bang, bang, this time I win
I thought your love was all that,
Til I let him in

Sometimes, people can go missing right before our very eyes. Sometimes, people discover you, even though they’ve been looking at you the entire time. Sometimes, we lose sight of ourselves when we’re not paying enough attention.

We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way out but wander father and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger, or the sadness preventing us from returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering; sometimes it’s easier. Sometimes we find our own way out. But regardless, always, we are found.


- Cecilia Ahern, A Place Called Here

every single time i log in to blogger, i get distracted by the blogposts of bloggers whom i follow on blogger, and there i'll go clicking on the url of their posts and proscratinate my own blogging. wtf. lol.
-smacks self-

"People who hurt you are like sandpaper;
they may cause you pain but when it's over,
you'll be polished and they'll be Useless."

someone googled "Micky Kua" to get to my blog.
this person is a singnet user.
confirm either slut's or asshole's friend.

i also know that the fat slut and mucky kua have been here.
i used to visit my own blog with his starhub internet and had labelled it previously to help myself tell the difference.

you all can don't so disgusting anot.
both of you and your friends and relatives hate me still come and read.
that is mad disgusting perverse behavior.
PLEASE JIAN TAO YOURSELF YI XIA.


so i've been thinking: i need to write an afterpost to finish up the previous revelation post. the below can be titled as a Disclaimer to whatever ridiculous claims the fat slut and asshole mucky kua can come up with me to smear onto my name.


there is nothing, and i must repeat, NOTHING about an asshole and slut with a fat bum that i am or want to be jealous/envious of.
they have Nothing that i want. they don't even have loose change in their pockets even if i want their money.
in fact, on the contrary THEY HAVE EVERYTHING THAT I DON'T WANT.


everything in your life is chock full of SHAME.
so what do you have in our life that anybody else, not to mention me, would want to be jealous of?

YOU MARRIED A CHEATING ASSHOLE LIAR.
YOUR MARRIAGE IS SHAMELESSLY SHOTGUN.

after giving up the chance of even a remotely decent wedding because mucky kua knocked you up , you had to have a shameless shotgun wedding and become an auntie when you haven't even had your 21st bash, you had to face disappointing results:

YOUR BASTARD BOY IS FUGLY
and also know that YOUR MUCKY KUA LIED TO YOU THAT WE BROKE UP BEFORE HE MET YOU WHEN HE WAS ACTUALLY STILL WITH ME WHEN HE STARTED GETTING TOGETHER WITH YOU.


i know you have read my past blogposts.
you should be able to tell from there that we were still having good days and bad days and were still trying to work things out together.
you wanna know why he still got together with you even though he was still with me? Very Simple.
HE WANTED TO KEEP YOU AROUND AS A SPARE TIRE LAH!
look closely at your own body in the mirror. so fat even before being bastard mum, confirm have spare tire.
that's why you were the perfect fit for his job despcription.
the photo i posted in my previous post may be from a long time ago but THAT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE STILL FAT NOW. STILL NO DIFFERENCE.

you were nothing but A WAY OUT OF OUR RELATIONSHIP, THAT'S ALL.
so if you weren't pregnant, he probably wouldn't have married you in the long run.

i don't know if your delusional brain ever went there so i'm stating it down for you to see it here.
print out the theory if you have to.


you didn't even have a proper wedding. in the economical sense, mucky kua and your family burdened with 2 younger children cannot afford it.
i assume you didn't even had the chance to wear a wedding gown because mucky kua cannot afford to splurge on tailored custom-made wedding dress - come on, didn't even have money to apply for a HDB DBS scheme apartment & also pay for hospital fees to discharge your own bastard already. WHERE GOT MONEY TO EVEN CUSTOM MADE A DRESS A FAT SLUT WILL ONLY WEAR ONCE.

every lady has an inner girl in the innermost chamber of their hearts. so of course most of us will prefer to have a glorious wedding of our dreams if we can afford it or marry someone who can afford it.
these are once-in-a-lifetime matters and they matter to very much to an unmarried girl.

call me materialistic, high maintenance whatever.
I HAVE STANDARDS.
before i marry myself off to auntiehood, to be wife, mother and daughter-in-law, i must have a glorious wedding of pure joy orgy where all my guests, husband and myself enjoy ourselves all day long.
mucky kua confirm guarantee chop will not be able to provide for that.

i don't want a pathetic little do with only the registration ceremony, or the groom fetching the bride to serve tea at parents' homes and then family dinner.
mad ke lian and most of all, BORING.


at least i'm marrying a very capable man.
i'm proud that he is has all the abilities and legal sources to make money and pay for what we will have and where we will go, and i can still focus on my studies.
it's glorious.
MUUUUUCH better than marrying a poor mouse who has to rent out the family car even on vacation overseas.
my baby is proud and pleased to be able to pay for his lady and give her money to keep for herself. if he doesn't comments anything, who are you to comment your 1 cent worth of shit? 多管閒事。

FYI: ladies don't pay with money.
a lady pays with her priceless assets: youth, slim figures, efforts to remain pretty and slim and be a source of his pride on her man's arm when they go out even after giving birth, to be a educated virtuous wife by supporting and protecting the husband's career and be a respectful and kind daughter-in-law to the husband's family who brought forth her husband.

if what i say isn't true, why is there the term "trophy wife"?
i will only make these efforts for a man worthy of me.
who would want to marry a stingy man or a man incapable to feed and pay for his lady and give her money to keep for herself?


i don't use makeup at all yet i am still fair thanks to my genes and maintenance efforts. i still get approached by photographers and dating proposals even after exiting the modelling industry (because i no longer want to put on pores-clogging makeup for any kind of work).
unlike some people, not even 21 already look like dark peasant Auntie.

i watch what i eat for health and slimming reasons.
i seldom use my only perfume yet my baby still comments that i smell sweet.
i don't need to wear heels yet i can still stand taller than the average.
i dress properly when i head out. not like some people.. wear jeans, berms and big baggy t-shirts/auntie tops Everywhere... machiam they're going to pa sat/downstairs kopitiam all the time yet still can buey paisehly so thick-skinned as to criticize people left right and centre.

what to do. fat people jealous of slim people so they have the need to criticize to vent their envy.
they don't have much choice in their clothes either.
need to wear baggy auntie tops and t-shirts to hide their fats and jeans to HELP accentuate their fat thighs and legs.
i reckon they're gonna need all the help they can get from those jeans.
jeans are the toughest material for clothes around. fat people like Eflood won't need to worry about their fat bums splitting their jeans when they're out in the public.


people like eflood goh have to slog away as mere ground workers that they are even too tired/exhausted and lazy to even merely update their pathetic blogs because their husbands are incapable of making more money so they won't have to work.
and if you work so hard like you said, Y U NO SLIM DOWN STILL?
criticize non-working ladies but looking like a haggard yourself after work. you look like 20-going on-41.
i understand why you criticize so much. because you're secretly envious of ladies like me.


my baby is a major realist. if he doesn't see worth in something or someone, he will not waste an ounce of energy, time and/or resources on them.
he is not charity.
he knows that he wants to achieve complete financial freedom and also have a hot girl/wife.
my baby said before, if the girl is not hot he don't want.
at least he has standards.

unlike mucky kua who wants me to cover up like a nun, my baby is pleased when my dressing shows off my long legs and small waist and he is proud to protect me and shows everyone that i belong to him.
when we go out, baby sometimes tells me that he spots guys checking me out and some even staring at me openly.
not just staring at my legs or body. i see them staring too and i see them staring at my face with big pupils.
baby told me these guys will check me out first, then see my hand holding on to his arm or in his hand, then trace his arm length to his face where they will see him staring fiercely back at them. LOL
even on valentine's day, their eyes follow me when i walk past as they hug their girlfriends in their arms.
baby was the one who saw and informed me. i thought it was abit kua zhang but i didn't see this one. i only had eyes for my baby and my phone (slave to tiny tower wtf).

i think the downside of this is that my baby's eyes are going to get really tired in the long run.
i told baby it's been tough on him and his eyes. i'll give him eye massages as much as possible and buy him tonics to strengthen his eyes. LOL


i may not have the capability and abilities to earn as much as baby now but i make the effort to be an asset and let my baby be proud of me and these efforts are Priceless.
anyway, i'm still studying. so please keep in mind that it is a gross mistake to measure potential when it is in training.


you can steal mucky kua away because mucky kua is an asshole who gave himself away.
you're welcomed to try your thieving hand on my baby.
we'll see if he is even remotely slightly interested.
i can sit back and enjoy the comedy.

anyway we can safely bet that no man better than mucky kua will want you.
any man with any standards at all won't even give you a shit.
unless you go for plastic surgery, slim down like 200 pounds beauty and maybe give that horrendous personality a lift-up.



I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY TO HEREBY DECLARE THAT
I WOULD MUCH MUCH PREFER TO LOOK LIKE A GHOST ANYDAY:




A Chinese Ghost Story, Nie Xiao Qian by Joey Wong
倩女幽魂 聶小倩，王祖賢饰演







than to be happy and contented looking like the below and yet spend my time criticizing better-looking people left right centre instead of improving how i look:





sorry. wrong photo!


here you go.





NO! STILL WRONG PHOTO! GOMENASAI! *scuffles*


here! i'm pretty sure this is the correct one.





wait. still the wrong one. sorry.



ahhh~ here we are.

my apologies. i couldn't tell the difference previously.




somebody need to introduce Eflood slut and her eyebrows to a giant pair of tweezers or steven lim.

too busy working too hard or simply too lazy to Maintain?
need me to buy for you?
i can take some time from studying to help you get a pair of lovely pink tweezers to demonstrate my sympathy for you.

my condolences that i can only afford tweezers for you and not full works plastic surgery.
because you claimed that i have No Money what - confirm information from Mucky Kua.

here's your revelation: just because i still took money from the asshole after he got together with a slut officially, DOESN'T MEAN THAT I HAVE NO MONEY OF MY OWN.

I HAVE.

i LIED to him only.

BECAUSE I WANTED HIM TO PAY SOME MORE AS MUCH AS I CAN MAKE HIM.

*evil laugh*

LOL


my one lie is NOTHING COMPARED TO HIS HORDES OF LIES HE FED TO ME.

the asshole fed me LIES BY THE BUCKETS when we were together: even before fat slut came into the picture, Of Course also after fat slut entered our relationship.

steady bo. last time i was damn BLIND right!
dumber in love. *eyes-roll myself*





once again, WHY ARE HER EYES ALWAYS PUFFY HAH??
useless mucky kua cannot earn enough money so slut wife has to work too hard, get exhausted lor! ORBI. =D
or maybe it's just her lousy genes.

i don't have asshole mucky kua's baby photos anymore arbor i would have put it up and let you people do a comparison how different they look from each other.

mucky, really your bastard not? 不是你的就不要乱認 leh! tsktsktsk

initially wanted to place charlie brown's grin on the bastard, but i wanted to everyone to see how fugly the bastard is. LOL

Eflood's Bastard is a doppelganger of this:





the fat little lazy bastard in Spirited Away!
HAHAHAHHAHAH!!


below is a recent photo of fat slut Eflood.





yep. looking Real Hot in the usual auntie tunic and stretchable jeans.

see what i mean by NO DIFFERENCE from her old photos in poly?
STILL FAT LAH! don't need to give excuses.


words of serious advice: one should not be going round criticizing others when one already looks as fugly as the above photos. especially if and when one is not of royal bloodline. instead, one should spend the time wisely looking really hard into the mirror and analyze how one can improve oneself.


Disclaimer: these photos were obtained legally from Google.
criticize and upset over people getting possession of your photos?
then PRIVATIZE YOUR SHIT LAH!
Retard.

and if i had arms that size, i will so chop it off.
at least i'll weigh lesser on the weighing scale.


DON'T GIVE FUCKED-UP EXCUSES that you are still fat now because of baby weight.
then Victoria Beckham & Paulina Hu Wenying is Simi??





44-year-old da jie here is mother of THREE kids.









this one below even better: Birth-giver of FOUR BABIES
& still manage to regain her figure
Every Single Time.





still can look good even when she was pregnant.






some women may already have good genes to start with, but some way or the other a lady still has to Maintain.
it's all about EFFORTS TO maintain, MAINTAIN & MAINTAIN!

waste time criticizing people, 不如 heed your own advice to LOOK IN THE MIRROR YOURSELF.
LOOK HARD & ANALYZE HARD HOW YOU CAN IMPROVE YOURSELF.
one finger point other people, three fingers pointing back at Yourself.

if you cannot keep up like VB, then just KEEP QUIET go back to living your mundane life because 你没有資格批評别人！

if your excuse is you have no money like VB to keep up, don't come back to me shooting your mouth off. LOOK AT THE USELESS ASSHOLE YOU CHOSE TO STEAL, FUCK WITH & SHOTGUN MARRIED TO.

anyway, exercise doesn't require money. it's free.
so is eating lesser. it even helps you to Save Money since you have to work yourself to exhaustion for it.
*eyes-roll*


i may be making a mistake here.
mucky kua would NEVER want fat slut to look hot and attractive.
i know his pattern. he wants his women to cover up like:





ok lah maybe not so kua zhang. lol
but he always used to Pressure me to cover up my legs and scrutinize the length of my dresses. *Stress*

mucky kua would want fat slut eflood to always remain looking like the Frumpy Auntie she is now.
FOREVER in auntie clothes, Forever big and fat & Forever Frumpy.



WHAT do you know about my appearance anyway.
NOTHING, that's what!

back in jp, i am considered a pursuant/manifestation of a traditional Japanese classic beauty - a princess of the ancient heian era (think machiam china tang dynasty).
my girl itokos and i have been brought up, educated and styled by the paternal branch to adopt this as the highest form of beauty.





that explains the centre-parting i can never get rid of.


some people wanna go jp but never read up about the country's culture. throw face.
you think going to japan is just the modernity of good shopping - nice shops, kawaii clothes, accessories and packaging, snow, cherry blossoms and lovely scenery that you can only see now?
jitao bumpkin and frog in the well TTM.

please hor. the country is MORE THAN THAT.
underneath the blanket of modernity that one can see when one is in japan now, is the culture built upon centuries and centuries of traditions.
BUEY HIAO!

i may not have paid much attention to my social and cultural lessons at home but at least some of the senseis' teachings have more or less seeped into a corner of my memories.



you seriously reckon i'm jealous of your honeymoon?

哇！實在是見鬼咯！

slut, please. your honeymoon doesn't even last for at least 2 weeks and it's to a country ravaged by calamities.
it's a known fact that going there is as cheap as going to pre-flood thailand. prices have dropped drastically (to me) since the crises.
if the tsunami comes sweeping inland again, it'd do the world a whole lot of goodness sweeping off the both of you.
i'll thank god in advance here.

好啦。 i won't mention my Lucerne wedding & Happiest-Countries-In-The-World-Exploration-Honeymoon to you anymore okay?
i did because you're delusional to believe that i am jealous of your cheapskate trip to japan. travelling by budget air must be an interesting experience. i never tried before.
i'll be good and not rub my good fortune in your pimple-scarred face.
heheheh.


please don't fecking claim that i am jealous and envious of your bastard.
i don't even see it as a baby please. it's so mad fugly with your small slitty droopy eyes on its face wtf.

it is absolutely natural that you think your bastard is cute. mums are generally plain biased.
also the fact that YOUR BASTARD HAS A FACE ONLY ITS MOTHER CAN LOVE.

I HAVE MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE GOOD-LOOKING AND CAPABLE GENES THAN YOU for goodness' sake.
it's been proven over and over in my family.
cousins on my paternal side passed entrance exams of todai and studies in there, and/or graduated from there.
in case you don't know simi is todai, it's Tokyo Uni. Ivy League of Japan. Yale does not even come close to Todai.
NUS/NTU/SMU is sup sup sui compared to todai.
you leh? Nursing Diploma only.
Mucky leh? PhD holder - POLY HALFWAY DROPOUT not even certified.
but i'm certain that he doesn't have the tenacity to get any other paper.

i also have a very good-looking fiance who has good-looking parents passed their good-looking genes down to him.
thank god for in-laws with good genes.
i think i don't have to relate how capable he is. i hate repeating myself.

if i yearn for a baby, i can have a beautiful one chock full of capabilities myself.
it's not as if you're the only fertile girl the asshole dated. mucky kua knows this.


the little bastard DOESN'T EVEN LOOK LIKE THE ASSHOLE FATHER when he was a baby.
i used to have the asshole's baby photo album so i know what i'm talking about.
there is a possibility that kieran kua does not have biological ties to mucky kua what with eflood goh being a slut.
i know eflood goh is on good terms with the asshole's bffs.
maybe she was impregnated by one of them. -shrugs-


nurses are supposed to have angel-like personalities and character to care and have concern and compassionate to people they are not even close to or know very much about.
you? YOUR PATTERN WILL FOREVER REMAIN AS A MERE NURSE, NEVER AN ANGEL.

but honestly speaking, if this slut has any compassion AT ALL she would have had the sense to leave an asshole cheating on his girlfriend, irregardless how their relationships were going.


so seriously, just STFU wipe shit and change diapers and bedpans for your bastard and old people.


i have to stress once again that i am not writing all these down for sympathy.
please go sympathize Africa, Somalia women, abused & homeless animals.
they really deserve your sympathy.
the one who deserves sympathy most of all is Elaine Fat Slut Goh. i think her life is THE SHITS.
fat, ugly, shotgun wedding and marriage, gave birth to an ugly bastard despite sacrifices, have to stick with a pussy cheating liar and a horrible personality to boot even though she is supposed to be a nurse. MAJOR FAIL.
personally, i sympathize her bastard and her patients.

my point of getting this down is to reinforce the fact that many people make good first impressions. they may also subsequently show that they're compassionate, loving and gentle. but if you're patient, you will see that over time these people will start showing their asshole true colors.
JUST LIKE MUCKY KUA.

contrary from the "nice" face & personality that they show the world, these people like Mucky Kua
- don't give a fuck about your safety and feelings.
- are unreliable and selfish.
- cheat on girlfriends/boyfriends who love them and still don't feel a teeny bit of remorse.
- also cheat on the slut/asshole they cheat with telling them that they have broken up with their girlfriend/boyfriend when they have not and many other sweet words (read: lies).
- KISS AND TELL to the slut/asshole they're cheating with about their relationship with the girlfriend/boyfriend they're cheating on, especially emphasizing everything negative of the relationship.
- mixing their own special brand of lies into their pot of kiss and tell stew to stir an even more negative view of the relationship they're cheating on for the slut/asshole.
- try to redeem their guilt without sincere apologies but grossly buying out the cheated girlfriend/boyfriend.
- after they left the girl/guy for the slut/asshole they cheat with, return to be "friends" but still one leg step two boats go out dating with + still get intimate with the girlfriend/boyfriend they cheated on+left to be with their slut/asshole.


was it ANY SURPRISE that mucky kua thinks i treat him horribly?
you reap what you sow, hello?
how i used to treat you is A REACTION TOWARDS HOW YOU USED TO TREAT ME.

my baby is goodness-to-honestly awesome and sweet to me.
now, THAT WARRANTS VERY DIFFERENT TREATMENT from me.
i sayang him every single day, i don't say words he doesn't want to hear and i never cuss or swear at him.
it's a very simple logic: i treat you exactly how you treat me.

i'm all about justice and fairness.
造孽還想吃甜果？請你摸摸自己的良心，慎重的檢討自己。



this is going to get a reaction from them.
PLEASE DO. I LOVE THE ATTENTION.
do it while your fugly bastard cries its lungs out in the background for formula.
improve your command of the English language while you are at it.
i can introduce you a TESOL qualified English teacher for that. i'm sure my friend can give you a discount on my account.

the above is a speculation. i wouldn't know because i'm not giving the eflood slut any blog hits since the first and last time i did.
i am merely basing this on what i heard.


i will understand your harsh and bitter words of atrocious English grammar.
you don't have anything even remotely glorious in your life.
everything in your life is shameful and inglorious.
you never had a proper engagement to a proper fiance and have never been a proper fiancee to a man after all.
your 'engagement diamond ring' was the bastard boy you were carrying. that was the only thing that tied you to a man prior marriage. i guess to mucky kua, fucking you was already sort of a proposal.
how disappointing for you that your bastard turned out fugly if not you might have been able to successfully rub it in my face that stealing my boyfriend gave you a perfect child. hahahahah.

don't be jealous or envious of me, slut.
you made your choice to steal an asshole. i am grateful to you for 'healing' my blinded eyes.

"People who hurt you are like sandpaper;
they may cause you pain but when it's over,
you'll be polished and they'll be Useless."

July Photos

1st July 2011



was at the hougang polyclinic to get a referral letter to return to SGH for sclerosis condition check-up.





met up with my darling Graceee




this was the last time i saw her before her semesters at university started.
i wish her all the best in her studies. *hugs*





was loving my dress =D




graceee trying out the IdPhotoMaker app in my phone. haha




me playing with the labelbox app.


camwhore pics





did that scare you?! hehehehhe
playing with edits in photoscape








we were in baby's jurong house. he was opening his mails and i was so bored i started snapping away.


downloaded ipredict app.




really funny stuff.


16th July 2011

Orchard with Baby & Cecilia





perfect night for ice-cream. it was so hot.





the last 3 photos are machiam photography from a MV consisting of Cecilia and i. LOL


19th July 2011

Jayvern made me a 3D paper Bambi!




my bambi is beautiful!


22nd July 2011

then Jayvern made me 3D Little Twin Stars too!



Jayvern is so skillful!


last jpeg of July

Today, I will be introducing and educating about the 3 Different Levels of Assholes from my own life experience.

1st Level: the asshole who lets himself be stolen by a fat and ugly slut from his prettier girlfriend because their relationship was having problems.

2nd Level: a worse asshole who kisses & tells negative things about his relationship to his slut who stole him.

3rd Level: THE WORST KIND OF ASSHOLE is the one who kisses and tells the negative side of his previous relationship, adds in his own assumptions/lies about the relationship and MIXES IT WITH A LITTLE BIT OF THE TRUTH so that it will seem more believable to the slut who stole him to get her onto his side, invoking her feelings to feel sorry and sympathetic towards him. HE ALSO ALLOWS THE SLUT TO PUBLISH THESE CRAP ONLINE ON HER BLOG.


also, you know what's REALLY DISGUSTING?
assholes of the above-mentioned levels using words, ideas and style of loving he learnt from his previous relationship to seduce and make the slut fall for him.

that's right. mucky kua used my style of loving and my words that i have influenced him with and he picked up from me during our time together and used it on the slut.

CAN MEH? SO MANY LEVELS OF FUCKED UP.


this asshole used to tell me flowery words like i'm the most important person in this world to him, yet now doesn't even respect my feelings. wah, 人格真好!
GOD KNOWS IF THOSE WORDS HE USED ON ME WERE EVEN HIS OWN or did he learnt it from previous girlfriends. -毛站-


there must be a special kind of hell for these assholes to go together with the baby rapists.


here's a photo for recognition. if you see this bastard asshole,

gentlemen, throw him punches for throwing your species' face.

ladies, give a tight slap (or more if you like) like you would give it to a molester




he is an insurance salesman.
since he is capable of all these shit, there must be something extremely wrong with his character.
so don't say i never warn you: don't get your insurance policies from this asshole.


i may have gotten this from his facebook but i have the right to this photo.
i was the one who took it. he was even wearing my hairband for goodness' sake.

one thing really weird about this asshole is that he loves my girl hairbands.
ding dong.

i have always hated that tattoo on him.
my preference of a man has been influenced heavily by my clan.
i like my man with short hair and no impurity and/or contamination on his skin invoked on purpose.


why am i wasting time and typing all these you ask.
i felt a need to clarify myself.
i wasn't even interested in their pathetic little lives anymore.
in fact, have already forgotten them for most parts and maybe even started to have the bud of forgiveness for them in my heart.
UNTIL i saw the monstrous shit the slut had to say.
they can FUCK OFF AND DIE, MAN. FORGIVENESS MY PERKY ASS.

the internet may be vast, but this is sg net. somehow or the other i will find out okay?


i needed photos to base my blog post for last night. where to look for them? facebook, of course.
i had to unravel my block settings and unblock the whole bunch of them. i got my photos but i also came across the slut's blog.
why did i go and view? i wanna know what kind of person she truly is. i wanted to see her command of language to see if she's another incoherent babbling bad grammar eew retard like mucky kua.
honestly, what was i expecting when she's together with mucky kua?
shitasses of the same kind come and shit together.
their command of language will also be shit together.

calling herself 'erain' all over. she's so fat that if she accidentally pricks her finger with a needle, fats will come gushing out all over and cause a flood of fats like the one in orchard.
she should call herself eflood.


so i scanned through really blah entries about inconvenient parking what with having a baby blah blah (why do you even call it a baby? it's a BASTARD coming from parents LIKE YOU ASSHOLES) until i came across a detrimental blog post of me claiming lies and assumptions she was fed by micky about me, claiming that i 'act ke lian'. the slut also claimed that -wait for this- i'm envious of their cheap japan honeymoon and that i am unable to let go of her asshole.

i nearly VOMITED from laughing too hard.

oh, so now she comes up with her own assumptions too.


i can only guess that the fat slut reads my tweets. i haven't been tweeting/talking about them for so long. now then i get a reaction. W-O-L-S.
OR, another possibility lies with this damn KPO girl, Jasmine.
this two-sided kpo girl with nothing better do is a childish friend of mucky kua's younger illegitimate sister ah may kua.
this Jasmine would call me from time to time to gripe about ah may kua, mucky kua, the whole shitty ding dong family and her relationship with her boyfriend. i had things to do but i stayed on the phone to be polite.
fucking waste my time even picking up the phone. DID I SAY I GIVE A DAMN? did i even announced that i want to subscribe to the kua shit news from her?
you see what i mean by the idiot girl being damn kpo? why did she call me? because she wanted to get involved, i'm guessing.
the whole thing over already then she wants to come and chup one leg. why? NOTHING BETTER TO DO, I'M GUESSING AGAIN.
i think she may have done the same thing with the mucky kua's side too.
i have since busted the girl on facebook, blocked her there and blocked her number from my phone.
YOU FUCK OFF, DING DONG GIRL. AND DON'T COME BACK.

whichever way the fat slut and asshole came to read my words, thanks for taking time to pay attention.


the fat slut's right when she said i can't let go.
but it's not her asshole mucky i can't let go. who the fuck would want this anus except her please.
GET THIS STRAIGHT: IT'S THE HURT AND PAIN THEY CAUSED THAT I CAN'T LET GO.

please don't put your asshole on such a high pedestal like the catholics do with their mother mary.
fuckng delusional or you buried your head in the ground like an ostrich?
he is not a consummate mother mucky. he is a shitty cheating blind asshole with no standards whatsoever to speak of. this is supported by the mere fact that he's with you.
i only have so much in my tummy to vomit out. i don't eat a lot like you do. that's why i'm not as fat as you.

you believed he broke up with me before he met you?
ARE YOU THAT DUMB OR YOU PREFER TO LIVE IN A DREAM WORLD MUCKY CREATED FOR YOU?
he cheated on you and me Together.
he was still with me when he started being with you.
if you knew the things your asshole did behind your back with me.
i'm not gonna be so dumb as to type everything specifically out here because i, unlike you, understand what is publishing words in a public space.
unlike you, i understand censorship and protection of privacy.
unlike you and asshole mucky kua, i also at least have a little respect left in me for everyone involved.

自己被騙的團團轉還在鼓掌叫好的笨女人。
没辬法。小王八蛋都笨笨的替他生了。不信也得信了。
女人嫁鳮随鳮，嫁狗随狗。嫁給老鼠就得過老鼠班的生活，得相信老鼠說的謊言。


the cost of going to japan now is like going to thailand (before the flood). on some sites, one can even fly to japan FOR FREE.

STILL SO THICK-SKINNED TO CLAIM PEOPLE JEALOUS OF YOUR CHEAPASS HONEYMOON
HELLO? YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING TO EUROPE LIKE ME IS IT??
SIAO DING DONG OR FUCKING DELUSIONAL??
i will be going to europe and check out the happiest countries in the world for my honeymoon PLEASE.
if i can possibly remember the way and the location, i would also like to show baby the serizawaminamoto family villa in switzerland. we spent most of our christmases in there until the clan forced me to start putting myself in exile from them.


i barely escaped the last time i flew back from there. i'm in no hurry to get back. what makes you think i wish to return. got people 見過鬼還不怕黑 meh?
also, who knows another calamity may strike again.

i really do hope another earthquake happens again this coming February when the asshole & fat slut are there. the ground cracks open and the asshole and fat slut falls through the gap together and remain there for all eternity near the earth's core.
the shitass anuses really deserve each other like that.


the slut claimed that i'm interested in their little pathetic lives and that i act ke lian.
you want me to be interested? FINE! I'LL PRETEND TO BE INTERESTED TO SATISFY YOUR IMAGINATION.
YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT IS REALLY KE LIAN, NO ACTING INVOLVED?
that is, the fact that they tried to apply for a new HDB project in yishun by the government and they were rejected.
no surprises there.
how can they even afford the mere downpayment when THEY COULDN'T EVEN PAY THEIR OWN HOSPITAL BILLS FOR THE BIRTH OF THEIR BASTARD MOUSE?
they had to get their relative, the asshole's uncle to pay for the birth of their bastard generation.
so how? ask the asshole's uncle pay the downpayment for the hdb too?
that's an idea there.
he has made so much big payments for the shitty family so many times. what is one more?

the asshole & fat slut also had to put up their car for rent to the public for the couple of days they had to go off for having the cheap ass honeymoon.
*applause* smart idea.
helps to pay for the petrol when you return right?
are you REALLY THAT POOR that you can't even leave the car unused for a couple of days? can't maintain the upkeep of your car yourself?


没有那麽大的頭，就別學人家戴那麽大的帽！
if the hat's too big, it will cover your eyes and you will bang your forehead into lamp posts while walking on the streets or buang your car into walls or people while driving.


so how?
am i INTERESTED ENOUGH in your pathetic little lives??
do you want more?


you also claimed that i act ke lian SI BO?
okay lor. I'LL SHOW YOU HOW AWESOME MY ACTING SKILLS ARE OKAY??

i didn't speak about this earlier because i wasn't sure if i wanted to bring that up, nor was i sure if i am ready to.
it isn't exactly a fond memory.
but since the slut wanted this, i'm giving it to her.

if you guys read the entries i posted last year, i was kinda near mental breakdown.
that asshole abused me mentally so much that i eventually couldn't cope and teetered over the edge.

prior to this, we had a big showdown at the asshole's block when i discovered about his fat slut.
the police were called and the slut happily listened to me yelling in pain and anguish from being tortured by the police.
my cries confirmed rang around the entire block and i bet the slut stood there listening getting damn happy that another person is suffering from her actions and selfishness.
now you know what i mean by them having black hearts and intestines.

so anyway, after all of that happened i simply couldn't cope anymore.
i took sleeping pills in front of the asshole and was warded into the hospital.
instead of being real concerned, he got real mad at me FOR DELAYING HIM FROM HIS MEETING WITH HIS FAT SLUT.
while we were waiting for the ambulance to arrive, he scolded me all sorts of vulgarities and railed ugly words at me while i was slumped on the floor looking up helplessly at him.
when the ambulance and the paramedics arrived, he refused to get on the ambulance and accompany me to the hospital. he wanted to leave straight away. the paramedics had to persuade him and convince him to get on the ambulance.
when we reached the hospital, he just left straight away to go meet his fat slut.

Now. i'm not typing this to get any sympathy or have you people pitying me.
my purpose is to show HOW HEARTLESS THIS ASSHOLE CAN GET.
can you trust your money and policies with an asshole like that?
food for thought.


now now. that's not the end of the story.
the next morning, i called the asshole and had to plead for him to visit me at my ward.

go ahead and take some time to digest that.

i called him in the morning and he came at -get this- 6pm.
that's not the most exciting part.
the most exciting part was that HE BROUGHT THE SLUT ALONG.
and left her downstairs.
even my friends who spotted them downstairs went, OMG SHE'S SO UGLY. they even hollered at me with 'ARE YOU SURE SHE'S THE SLUT WHO STOLE YOUR MAN??' as if i could make a mistake like that.
what they said next were nearer to the bullseye. SHE IS SO BUEY PAISEH, still dare to come. even if he wanted to bring her, if she has any brains at all she should have rejected.

i'm not even the least surprised on my part.
THICK-SKINNED WHAT! so many pimple scars on her face already yet she still dared to go out and get a boyfriend from another girl already, still got what she will paiseh about right?
people pretty open mouth minus points. she show her ceebee face already minus points to the deficit.


here you go, fat slut.
you wanted act ke lian. i gave it to you.
go get an oscar for me now.


after all of that, my summer birthday came around.
you know what was even better?
i had a message (can't remember if it was a fb message or a text message) from him. the asshole knew that i wanted to go on the sg flyer for the first time for my summer birthday.
in the message, the asshole apologized fervently to me and pleaded with me to let him take me to the flyer for my summer birthday.
MAJOR PUKE!
what was even more disgusting was that i could sense guilt oozing eminently from his message! he wanted to buy his redemption! WTF.

also, after that i had to attend court from the trouble with the police that the asshole and the slut caused me. seriously, if they didn't start this, why would there be a showdown? if there wasn't a showdown, why would there be the police?
it's a cause and effect logicality.

so anyway, after the first court session mucky kua brought me to a dim sum restaurant in chinatown serving very bland dim sum and i knew that he was trying to erase his guilt.
悪心的要死 can?!?

subsequently, after every court session he would pass me money to take cab home or bring me somewhere like watch a movie.
it was exactly just like going on dates with him when our relationship just started.
while we were on these little 'redemption trips', he would be holding my hands and kissing me...........
i haven't even went into what happened in the movie theater....
THIS WAS AFTER ALL THAT I MENTIONED ABOVE HAD HAPPENED AND HE WAS ALREADY OFFICIALLY GUANG MING ZHENG DA TOGETHER WITH HIS FAT SLUT.

it was a real miracle i didn't throw up on his shirt.
why did i go along with him?
i wanted to commit all these knowledge to stone and know that this asshole can be unfaithful to anyone. even the new slut he lied so hard to get.
so slut, he wasn't 100% faithful to you as you heard from him.
妳以爲他很愛妳啊？PLEASE LOR, he's also another selfish asshole who only wants to secure his own happiness.
he will keep matters he did behind your back from you with this really dumb excuse that he didn't want you to be upset.
simi sai? totally disrespecting a lady in her own right.
the truth is he didn't want you to be upset and then give him trouble!

i was a tool to his happiness.
now you're the new tool to his happiness.
像他這種卑鄙無耻下三滥的人怎麽會真的懂的軆會和愛一個人？他只會爲自己和自己的夢想着想。哪裏可能會真的顧慮到妳？
that was exactly how i felt the last time when i was with him before everything happened but i refused to acknowledge the truth i felt.
just like the fat slut, i was living in a dream world with my head buried in the sand like an ostrich.

now it's MY TURN TO THINK THAT YOU'RE KE LIAN being stuck with such a lousy guy like this asshole while i'm being with a much better man.
now you don't have to act ke lian i will also ke lian you.
LOL


by the way.
here's a solution to your inconvenient parking at yishun blk 114.
inconvenient to park far and walk with a 'baby' along?
(btw, Slut. the word is 'inconvenient', not 'inconvenience'. you're using it as an adjective. not a noun.)

FUCK THE BASTARD AND THEN THROW IT OUT OF THE WINDOW

there. PROBLEM SOLVED.

it's so ugly anyway. don't bother keeping it. nothing good will come from it with having evil asshole parents like you.
i don't even remember mucky kua looking that ugly in his baby photos. in all fairness, he was a good-looking and cute baby.
this means YOUR GENES SUCK.
the bastard even inherited your small slitty puffy eyes. FuckHisLife, seriously.

yes, i have to admit that the asshole was a good-looking. hey, come on. I HAVE STANDARDS. I USED TO THINK HE HAD TOO. until he proved me wrong settling down with a fat ugly slut.
and how was i to know that he has an evil heart underneath all that good looks and fake intentions?


don't bother me asking for his baby photo album.
i've thrown it away together with the god-awful jacket.


ugly people shouldn't be allowed to procreate. there should be a law that ugly and wtf people should be arrested and released only after they have undergone surgery to have their reproduction tubes tied.
evil people with wtf actions should also be treated the same way or their babies will have to deal with their karma from the moment they are born. 你保護的了一時，保護不了一世 because you will still die and meet your deserved judgement one day.
you can start praying to your pagan idols and do more kind deeds like your pagan religion tells you to. maybe you will have a chance of breaking your karma.

so better watch the words you say/type, the things you do. 小心報復在你的小王八身上。

龍生龍，鳳生鳳。
老鼠生出來的老鼠會打洞！
你的小王八上輩子不知造了甚麽孽，有像你們這麽黑心肝的父母已經是三生不興了。
所以最好是做事小心一點，說話小心一點。給你的小王八老鼠多積一點德！


he used to say he loved me so much lah, willing to do this and that for me lah, willing to change himself to the person i will love lah, said he wants to protect me, wants to be the most important person in my world (i know, all the usual chase girl rubbish you heard before RIGHT!?) and now he doesn't even care about my feelings and privacy as a normal person. WAH. SIBEI FULL OF TRASH ONLY.

SO MUCH GARBAGE WORDS. the idioms that go "empty vessels make the most noise" and "real men let their actions speak louder than words" have proved themselves umpteen times to be most true.

no wonder my baby doesn't promise me anything. but when i ask for anything, he will give me if he is able to.
HE SHOWS HIS LOVE FOR ME THROUGH HIS ACTIONS. NOT LIKE SOME ASSHOLE ONLY KNOW HOW TO QUACK QUACK QUACK QUACK QUACK.

MAY BE the asshole did love me a little. but he was useless and worthless against the test of time and challenges.
don't count on him to build a taj mahal to prove the love that he quacks to have.


the asshole already caused pain to the girl yet still doesn't show respect for her, her privacy, his relationship with her and the privacy of their relationship.

the fat slut is lagi bagus. she knows that she has caused pain to another person. the both of them have built their happiness on another person's misery.
still ay other people childish, IF SHE WAS REALLY MATURE ENOUGH SHE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN TO SHUT THE FUCK UP, KEEP HER WORTHLESS COMMENTS TO HERSELF. NOT REACT TO WHATEVER I SAY because she should know that she was the one who did wrong.
what she should be spending her time doing instead is 求神拜佛，多做善事 so she can have a chance of breaking her karma from avenging it on her little bastard.


then again, if they are that considerate, they wouldn't have created this entire drama and shown their true colors as asshole and slut.


like i said to the slut, 不要臉的賤女人。做錯事還敢在那裏呱哩呱叫個不停。
這種品德怎麽爲人母。 oh, i'm sorry. my mistake. you're not 爲人母。你們這俩個狗男女，只會生小王八蛋 so you are 爲畜牲母！


can you even believe that the slut is a Nurse?
a care-giver at that.
WHERE DID SHE EVEN GET A HEART TO CARE FOR PEOPLE IN GENERAL?
i told her in the comment i left for her blog post that it's a fucking miracle that her patients did not die or deteriorate under her care and i meant it.

then again, i'm not surprised.
everyone and everything can be exploited for monetary gains in this era.
everyone can be a mercenary with their skills.
even the ones with a black heart will pretend to care as long as it gives them an income.
people can be good at their jobs and their characters still suck big-time.


the nursing course in poly should have given aptitude tests for their applicants.

THEN AGAIN, i doubt it would have worked.
the slut would have been able to bluff her way through it.
how else were there horrible bitches in my early childhood course.
no wonder kids nowadays are so wtf. because they have wtf teachers.


okay, the photo really gives me the creeps. the way he looked at my camera (okay, his camera. but i was holding it. it's a figure of speech). as if he was fond of me. it was fine then. now it makes me wanna PUKE. good thing it's at the bottom of the post. useless piece of shit.


baby says i shouldn't react and ignore them in all future.
i'm gonna do that and enjoy my time with him.
heck, i should be using the time i typed this to play with him or study with him next to me or watch a movie with him.
they're probably fucked and having orgasms from my attention and words.

i bet there will be another post from them coming up about this.
如果說我的狗嘴吐不出象牙，那你的賤嘴就吐的出象牙 lor?
whatever shit you do or say, it will be met with IGNORANCE & HECK CARE. provoke all you want, i won't even be looking for your shit so it'll be like words falling on deaf bland walls.
還是那句話： 求神拜佛，多做善事。說話小心一點。給你的小王八老鼠多積一點德！小心你的報應報在它身上。